Yeah, so today I have begun this little project. I am going to write just what I think about it all. Of course I ramble, and I am moody and I contradict myself frequently and I am judgemental. So what? Who gives a rat's ass!

I am supposed to be deciding what to do with my life. I just turned thirty and although I had been saying for months that I was going to re-evaluate myself at thirty, I didn't actually think I would have to go through with it. However, less than a week after this hurdle of a birthday, my blasted former employer laid me off with the supposed situation that my job was being discontinued. But, anyone close to the situation may see the truth in it all. I was dismissed because I wasn't popular. That is not to say I wasn't nice or decent or a hard worker, but I just wasn't an "it girl" or "the girl" or whatever. On the other hand, a former friend, a person who I referred to the company, a person who I stood by and be-friended and tried to be decent to was given my job responsibilities and she hasn't even the decentcy to even call to see how I am doing. Nice, huh? I sure know how to pick 'em!

So, that is all for now. I will write more later when I feel like it. [Probably when I can't sleep at bloody 4AM. My anxiety is not my friend, either.]